Made it to Day 60 with only one cheat moment where I had 1 cigarette but instead of feeling good it made me feel kinda sick.

Do I have still have cravings ? Absolutely, even stronger than before but my body is getting used to not giving in to the cravings.

Does my head hurt ? It throbs, feels like a migraine, makes me question my decision but my body is getting used to it.

Did I find some unopened hidden stash ? Oh yes I did, the sight of it got a big smile on my face as if I was meeting an old friend after a very long time, opened it and took a wiff, I instantly knew that this is gonna be a difficult choice but before my brain could come up with excuse on how to indulge I found myself in front of the trash can, threw it all out and felt amazing like I’ve accomplished something.

Do I miss the kick ? Hell yeah, I miss it more often than the times I used to use it.

Do I want to try it one last time ? Yes, I do

It took me 17 years to be where I am now and if I slip I don’t think I will ever try to stop again, been through a lot, mood swings, brain fog, confusion, anger etc etc etc and if I slip all that was for nothing.

Have a good day y’all.