If humans are truly the only conscious things in existence, and that every individual must deal with their own psychological terror/acceptance of existing in a completely absurd reality, then having sex and the feeling of cumming almost has a spiritual aspect to it- like it creates life, it incentivizes people to try, it creates loving relationships, it feels amazing, it goes beyond our conscious control- so in a way sex and having an orgasm is a weird way for the human spirit to rebel against whatever cruel existence we live in.

Like when you look at the entirety of space and the stars above, the only thing you can do to feel any kind of physical natural pleasure against the terrors of nothingness is to jerk off or fuck.

I’m also just talking on a physical sense. Like obviously many things can be meaningful, and many other physical things can feel great, but the orgasm feels like it almost represents existence in itself