I've spent the last seven years searching for answers. I don't think I'm finding them all on my own. I need experience to tap into the host of the universe. As much as the CIA has taught me across the years of training has been nothing compared to what I've really been in tune with. I guess that's what I'm pumping out into the aether today. Trust yourself, and you will come up with the answers you seek. You can't know truth unless you've faced the unknown without a host of faith that what you're doing is going to alleviate suffering for the masses you encounter on your quest. That is your mission as you seek higher order on your own.