I don’t know what I’m feeling at times but sometimes I just really get overwhelmed by seeing everything and hearing. Life just feels like a race. The people who you thought were dumb and no life, actually are winning now in life. I just feel like I’m watching everybody getting successed, happy yet I don’t know why I’m not taking the time and energy to work on myself. Why do I always feel deattached and stuff

It seems like everybody figured out life. They are doing something even if it’s long or short route. It’s not like they’re sitting at home and overthinking. I’m wasting so much and getting all sorts of intense doubts worries stress and slowly losing myself from reality. Maybe I’ll even regret taking actions because I’m already feeling the affects of being behind in life. All my friends and relatives in my age group have figured out the motto of life. I haven’t even started living life yet let alone done anything to achieve something. I didn’t graduate high school so I got ged. Then I went community college yet no degree yet because I’m still confused what to do. Don’t have any professional work experience beside fast food & retail stores. Still live in fears and social anxiety so this has made me stuck on moving forward. I see everybody moving while I’m sitting watching life go by. God gave me healthy body yet I’m not sharp minded and barely have any willpower