Goddamn my fellow twackstars, I feel like it's been ages since I've seen the homepage of this sub! In reality it's probably only been 5 days, maybe a week. Idfk. Anyways, I can say that while I haven't been on here, I've been way the fuck out there. Idk what I'm doing right now. I live with my girlfriend who has 2 years clean from meth, and my on paper roommate is around 2.5 years clean from black and clear. They know I smoke pot, but they obvs don't know that I've been shot out (which is kind of a new thing for me) and it's just fucking crazy living an insane double life around the people that know me best. Again, idk wtf I'm doing right now and it's starting to get crazy again. Not necessarily looking for a 12th step thread, or sobriety support. I just haven't been able to tell anyone, so here it fucking is. Thanks, much love.