Most of the time I hate meth it doesn’t feel very good to me like there’s very little to no euphoria, I get extremely paranoid, I feel way overstimulated, I can’t stop fiending to smoke more, I get aggressive, and just generally feel disgusted with myself while using it. Or I don’t feel anything at all I’m basically hitting a battery acid flavored vape, but I can’t sleep at all, and I become more manipulative. But there’s been times where I snort low doses of meth. And I won’t be constantly fiending for more every 2 seconds and it feels just like adderall but better in every way like focused, productive, euphoria, motivated and less anxiety than addy. And then there’s been times where I smoke a shit ton and there’s no anxiety or paranoia whatsoever. Instead I get an extremely euphoric body high where I feel warm all over, get these nice tingling sensation, it’s relaxing, and almost feels like opiates do except my heart is beating extremely fast and i can’t nod off. So why is that sometimes I do meth it’s fucking awesome and sometimes it feels shittier than being sober?? I don’t think it’s cuz of tolerance cuz I’ve done meth with no tolerance and felt shitty or had been using regular and felt awesome.