Well it’s 7:45am and it’s time to pay the price for the 14 hours of being the most euphoric and geeked I’ve ever been since I started abusing my Ritalin script. This was what I’d consider my first binge and hopefully my last. But hey, you can wish in one hand and shit in the other and see which fills up first, right?

I only feel like this because sure it was probably the most enjoyable experience with Ritalin but goddamn was that shit hard on my heart… luckily I didn’t fall into the endless spiral of panic and spending the whole high looking up heart attack symptoms (I’m sure we can all relate to doing that shit way more than we’d like to admit lol). Although I knew I wasn’t having a heart attack I definitely had my biggest heart rate scare. It wasn’t from it being too high although at what was probably the peak of the binge my heart rate was definitely north of 160 encroaching on 170. What really got me was when I checked it at around 4:00am or 5:00am I couldn’t pick up my pulse on my wrist due to the vasoconstriction, so I next put my hand on my chest to see if I could get it that way and I think it was somewhere in the very low 60s which is already below average for my resting bpm when sober let alone when I was around 280mg into the binge at that point. Though now being sober I know I was probably fairly dehydrated at that point since it would have been ~12 hours into the binge.

The next bit is gonna be TMI in regards to the fact that after hour 5 I switched my roa to only boofing for the remaining 240mg of the binge. The numerous redoses this way wreaked havoc on my ass…at 5:30 I had to shit which was expected, except it wasn’t shit…i not only farted enough to probably lower gas prices but also shit or more so shat straight mucous which is just always lovely, though it comes with the territory of boofing.

Fast forward to the actual comedown, I wouldn’t call it a crash though because outside of the first half hour I’m feeling fine now outside of being a bit mentally exhausted. Though if I was using a different roa I’m sure I’d be much more fucked right now, plus I took a few tyrosine capsules which help like crazy. The following days will certainly be worse though considering this just used the last of my script and now I get to wait 17 days till a refill, but oh well 🤷‍♂️

TLDR: had my first binge, used the last 320mg of my Ritalin script in 12-14 hours and it was super fun accompanied by the customary high body load, some of which was a bit more concerning.

MAIN TAKE AWAY!!!

Don’t do drugs, not because they’re bad but because they’re really fun 😊

Oh, I almost forgot, and drugs make you gay… 🤷‍♂️