So I recently started occasionally boofing my 20mg IR ritalin script. Having just gotten my wisdom teeth out 5 days ago I started boofing way more since I pretty much only take oral doses of if I’m chewing the pill, which obviously isnt an option right now and won’t be for another couple days. The relevance of this being I was boofing so much that I shit some blood, so to be responsible I said no more until my ass healed up (This was two days ago). Fast forward to today I’m craving the rush you get from boofing and since I refuse to snort my pills due to the filler fucking my nose I said “fuck it, I’ll eat 4 since boofing 2 or 3 is good” mind you oral doses may be weaker but have way more shit side effects and prior to this I’d only eaten 3 at once as my highest single oral dose which each time I did it had me feeling like I was dying (this time wasn’t different). Once I started feeling the effects and gave a extra 30-60 minutes to peak I realized I was kinda high but not really where I wanted to be despite feeling physically terrible. So against my better judgement I took 4 more (commence my first true binge…) after the additional 4 hit I was definitely very stimmed but definitely feeling awful physically and concerned about my heart. Luckily I’m used to this feeling and multiple hospital trips at prescribed doses for the same concerns have shown it’s just anxiety and not a heart attack. Now between these two doses 5 hours magically seems to have disappeared…

(Now here’s where shit gets out of hand)

I decided to shower and prepare for bed and was definitely still fairly stimmed but just felt so unbelievably shit I started considering redosing but I really didn’t want more bad effects. Well I ended up shitting and it was the second I had had with no blood so my tweaked brain took that as an instant green light to boof my redose…I booked another 40mg and holy fuck this is why I prefer it. Once it hit, all my uncomfortable side effects went away and I got smacked with euphoria and was feeling way better plus already was way more stimmed than I had ever been at this point. Well fast forward another hour and I decided it was redose time…that one really did it and brings us to the present where Im so stimmed that this is the first time my pupils have gotten big off of Ritalin, worst of all I’m probably going to redose again. At first I wasn’t going to because my script was low and I’m going to be out two weeks early. At this point I’d rather have one super amazing high than a bunch of bullshit tiny doses trying to stretch to the next refill.

So to put it in numbers I’ve taken 12 pills or 240mg and it’s been 7 hours since my first dose… I started with 16 pills and have 4 left. And will probably only have two left in a few minutes if I redose…

So as a final statement, when your doctor says “don’t worry Ritalin isn’t addictive” that fucker is LYING lol

Thank you for coming to my very stimmed Ted Talk!

Edit: holy fuck, so this is what stim ranting is…I’ve wrote essays shorter than this 😂

Edit #2

It is now 4:45am! 🎉 finally redose my final 80mg bringing this binge to a close at 320mg which upon reflection i find it unfathomable that I just did this…but hey, sometimes you just go hard and make future you hate you 😂

Now gaidies and lentelmen it’s just time to vibe before one hell of a crash 😎

Also, here’s some music for all y’all geeked the fuck up lol, sometimes you gotta have some chill music when your goin hard

https://youtu.be/sRXOuYJhwa8?si=qVgcPnp9yODrZTU4