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Advice on not ruining my life? How will i go on remembering this euphoria?
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I did a vyvanse binge, and by night 3 i took mdma with the vyvanse, extremely euphoric.

But then, i took 0.5mg of xanax, smoked weed and layed down with some music. Orgasmic levels of euphoria coursed throughout my body.

The feeling was unimaginably good, so much so that i ended up doing the same combo again the next night.

The night after that, i felt horrible. I had taken 75mg of vyvanse that day and by night, it took everything within me to not use mdma again. I drank myself to sleep.

The comedown now is awful, im sobbing and suicidal, yet am still thinking about stimulants. Thinking about when i will be well enough to go at it again.

How am i supposed to go on with my life knowing that this unimaginable euphoria exists?

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