Hey guys, this post may be a little stimmed out but i truly hope you'll help me out :)

Bruh i wrote a whole fucking story but nvm ill to tldr so people actually read it:

Day 1 1mg xanax 2 shots alcohol and weed.

Day 2 woke up feeling barred out, a little trouble with balance. Took 25mg vyvanse in the morning, another 50mg at 6:30pm, two small molly rocks orally at 9:30pm and snorting more between then and 12am (last line at 12am) rolled hard. Tried to sleep with 0.5mg xan and 1 shot, found that a whole 2mg xanax was missing the next day so...

Day 3 woke up super barred out, hard to walk. 25mg vyvanse in the "morning" (1:30pm) and then somehow was convinced to roll again that night, snorted an unknown amount of mdma between 9:30 and 11:30, rolled even harder than before and fell asleep with weed and 0.5 xan

Today i woke at 10:30, immediately took 25mg of vyvanse, and found myself feeling rather okay.

My body is very fatigued but i ate a large breakfast, lots of water, vitamins, and found myself still feeling very euphoric. Then i had green tea and now im anxious and feel a little fucked. Very anxious now actually.

So my questions:

How can i best cure this anxiety and look as sober as possible? (Iiving with some people who id rather not know am taking drugs) The tendancy is to take another very small amount of xanax (0.25) but i worry about that fucking me up.

How can i best recover from this shit show?

Am i gonna experience a huge crash after this? When i run out of vyvanse and xanax, will i have some kind of anxiety rebound from the xan? If i take xanax today in very small quantities so my heart isnt racing and im not tweaking, will i get benzo withdrawal, or again, an even worse anxiety rebound.

If you took the time to read, thank you so much. Pls help lol <3