Took 230mg between last friday and saturday, then on sunday I took a rest not taking Vyvanse that day. Then on Monday took 45mg to go to classes and study a little and it was a little bit underwhelming, the next day I took 54mg because I needed to study more and that day it definetely hit correctly, on Wednesday I had to study a lot so I ended up taking 80mg, stayed awake until 6am so that day (on Thursday) took 30mg at 12am, at 4 am I ended my study session and took 600mg of Seroquel XR and 1mg of clonazepam, set my alarm to wake up at 10am, took 60mg of Vyvanse and went back to sleep for 1h and a half, between 1pm and 2:30pm took another 15mg because although I was able to study I felt a lottle bit foggy (probably due to Seroquel) but I ended studying everything, at 4pm I had the exam, after finishing the exam I was feeling a little bit of a comedown but I remembered that I had to go to my yoga classes at 8pm so took another 15mg and after coming back from yoga class I decided to take 30mg more at 10pm (2h ago bassically)

So bassically took a total of 45mg on Monday, 54mg on Tuesday, 82mg on Wednesday and 150mg on Thursday.

Here it's the problem, tomorrow I'm just going to take the day off Vyvanse but on Saturday I have to go to my countryside because I have a family meeting and I need to be somewhat functional so I might take 30mg but on Tuesday I have an exam so maybe I can take the Sunday off too but if I don't study on Sunday I will have more workload on Monday and Tuesday morning and I may need to crave and that means more Vyvanse. The problem is that I can't take moderate-high doses for a while because I may run out off Vyvanse, I have another bottle in my house but that would mean saying to my mother that I have abused my prescription a few days and she will get angry at me

How fucked up I am? How can I decrease my tolerance quickly over the weekend? I have magnesium glycinate and zinc citrate and both decrease tolerance slowly but I have read that if you need to decrease it quickly you will need a dissociative like DXM or ketamine and at least today I have no money to buy either of those