EDIT- Well you wanted to see it and here it is, whatever it is. It’s confusing fuck. Also it wouldn’t let me post the original draft file for some reason claiming to need an attachment so I just copy pasted it to a new one.

How bad is your heart health?

Be honest, This sub with the stuff I’ve read I don’t know where can you find it functioning there?

Personally I’ve had a pretty doggy heart since it was a kid, heart murmurs and a few of him the other condition where it’s not life threatening but there always just enough with it to assume a little more cautionary. So as I’ve gotten used older more often it’s become a “shit happens” outlook on onion health.

Past 2 months I’ve consistently higher blood pressure (141 over 83) than normal . Resting bpm 80-120 but my owner as ive bulked up to 95kg while mostly dodging any cardio ¯_(ツ)_/¯… The reason I’m asking is I routinely take 100x Ritalin (10mg) over 5-10 daylight per then accepted my punishment oa 3 week mandatory T-break to endure until I can use my scripture against the , I’ve come to actually enjoy the t break more each time I’ve have to do it’s.

I used to be a lot less self control around 1yr ago so I consider this routinea “healthier” improvement for my metal state. What has become slightly arming recently is I actually have a worsen backwards to it’s heart health readings now they when I wasn’t taking any breaks & just slowly self destructing.

My configurationally nderstanding of why is this is isis due to fact I’ve been taking Ritalin for 1.5 years so my Ill adviser “self-managed medication routine” isn’t sustainable, Shocker…

What I have come been to learn through a lot of this is I believe most initial <6moth period with heavy abusing any substance will really grove just how resilience the human occupants can handle twice no, but beyond that starving period comes continuation of either substance abuse/bing or going against a directed medication scheduled is when you finally start to feel the same as the way cause that’s been done.

It’s a very slippery ledge going from easily recoverable to an unforgiving mental battle with yourself and almost always causing irreparable damage to the boy, the inverse approach of short lived period and even a mulch heavier doses is somehow less dangerous for long term health, which ofc ironically feels less safe but I just cased it don’t believe that it is in most cases.