I would usually detox myself every Cpl weeks to make sure my body good n keep myself from becoming full blown addy but lately I’m having a hard time staying sober fuck I hung out with a bunch of friends who don’t know I smoke meth we drank and did coke for 3 days and it was so fckin lame I had to snort coke again like I don’t get how I was even addicted to that meth is so much better doesn’t clog ur nose or strip ur nostrils but now I noticed I never wanna go to bed nd always wanna be high but I stay the same fckin high no matter how much I smoke lmao feel like it’s wasting my time sleeping and sobering up when I’m not working. I wanna avoid a full blown addiction where u lose everything and end up on the street with burnt bridges like I kno there’s functional addicts that’s what I’m tryna be not a sycosis tweak on da street I got it all rn my kids good ass job home n family but I can’t help but think of when I lose it all I don’t wanna get to that point so what’s ur suggestions on staying a mediocre addict im 6 months in rn from relapse date previously was sober 2 years