sigh Hello stim soldiers. I am here reporting that I have, once again, fucked up. (Who woulda thought lol)

So i have been running from the consequences for a few days now. Went on a weekend bender then told myself id comedown just in time for work monday. Monday rolls around, I get all wired up at work, come home, comedown, and eventually sleeep. Next day: wake up, stim more, come home, comedown, sleep. Repeat. This whole week ive been spun. Sleep has been rough, Few days ago i got like 1 hr of sleep bc i went a little heavy on the dose. Each morning this week i woke up feeling like hell. Of course id need a boost to get thru the day. So, redose. Its finally friday morning. The week is over. i am posting this just 2 hrs before my work shift, on no sleep...completely brain fried. I just gotta survive one more shift. Im looking like a zombie, feeling detached from reality, wondering how ill survive today. I am really tired. Maybe a redose? LOL.

But seriously someone help. What do i do? I have loads of things to do today at work and after work. Hell, i have shit to do all day tomorrow. And Sunday. dont think i should redose. Other than rawdoggin the next handful of days with an empty soul, i have no other ideas. Anyone got any suggestions? Tips? Anything?

Done fucked up guys