FUCK me, man. I’m prescribed Adderall and it used to work well for academics (college student rn), but gradually last year and VERY much this new semester, there’s like a 30% chance I’ll be actually productive on it, and 70% chance I’ll end up wasting MORE time due to being hyperfocused on other media - typically youtube, reddit, porn or video games.

in PARTICULAR, the video gaming has been absolutely out of control. The past 2 days, I believe I have accumulated 19 hours spent gaming. Which epic game, you may ask would be so immersive as to cause me to lose myself?? some STUPID FUCKIN NEED FOR SPEED MOBILE PHONE GAME THAT 6th graders play.

fwiw I’m a 24 year old neuroscience master’s student.

what the fuck man. I know i will inevitably fuck nyself over, but WHY IS IT HARD TO JUST TURN THE PHONE OFF from a stupid fucking video game. what the actual fuck is my problem