My fellow substance abusers….. Long time listener, first caller

i’ve been taking dexedrine/ vyvanse for about a year now….. of course my script has escalated with an ever increasing work load, life stress and like. let’s be fuckin real. because i have been abusing it simply because i wanted to. Anyway, one of my girls is real big into harm reduction so i am always hydrated, electrolytes, and i’ll eat and sleep etc.

Problem is. this has meant i have worked my way up to just eating while stimmed. like all the times my tolerance also is causing a bit of dissociation thanks to fucking w my reward pathways.

i need to get my shit together and i’m gonna take a t break for about 2 weeks to reset.

bc i do legit have ADHD, stims rly curbed my life long binge eating.

will getting off meds and not living life a total fuckin degenerate for a few weeks mean that when i start taking (a moderate/ prescribed lol) dose again that this will suppress my appetite again? i know weight loss is simply CICO but stims legit do help and i need to eat like a fuckin normal human being.

i’m sick of being fat with no motivation! i wanna hear ur experiences and if taking a break worked. ima spending those few weeks just sleeping eating hitting the gym and getting back to basics. but stims really curbed my binge eating disorder and tbh it is causing me more stress rn than my stims use