A Review:

Wow, today is my 72 hour mark on my weekend bender. It's been a weird bender with peaks, valleys and semi-crashes. I've never had such a rough bender and it wasn't exactly enjoyable.. I slept some and ate on it. I would feel on top of the world, then fall into a low cycle. I don't remember this happening in a very long time. I'm not talking a meth bender but a more reliable Adderall bender, so I thought. I've been monitoring peeps thoughts and complaints surrounding Teva IR 20mg tabs that I binged on this time around.

Peeps are convinced that something has changed in the manufacturing process that no longer packs the punch and longevity that Teva is known for. I agree, something has changed in the classic and most popular stim out there. I had roughly 12 hours of euphoria, horniness, and and being up in the clouds wired. Then suddenly and unexpectedly a crash down. I fell into a deep valley of despair and confusion. My horniness went away, my euphoria went away. So, I redosed to compensate to no avail. I fell into a hole I couldn't get back out of it. Hours went by and finally everything came back, kinda sorta.

But this second wave turned into a hyper focus event that glued me to my phone for hours on end. Before I knew it I hadn't gotten off my ass for hours, didn't hydrate, didn't do a damn thing. When I finally got out of that mode I could barely get up and walk to the kitchen for water and a mini snack that thought would rejuvenate me, it didn't. I fell back into another deep valley and started to feel nauseated and weak. I decided to lay down to rest my eyes as it was in the wee hours. I really started to panic and considered a trip to the ER. I think I fell asleep for about an hour and woke up screaming to someone that wasn't even here. I must have been pretty mad at that person but couldn't see them but felt their presence.

No, I wasn't in psychosis after only day 1. I traditionally go into psychosis on day 4 and I never let myself go into psychosis cause I've done some terrible things, reckless things and hurt people, friends and family in psychosis. I avoid it faithfully like the plague, hard lessons learned.

On day 2 I felt sick most of the day and weak and stiff despite hydrating and eating a bit. I napped briefly but woke up none the better. So, I thought damnit I'm not gonna waste this weekend I planned out cause kinda busy next week. So, coffee, cigarettes and big re-doses and I finally recovered back to a decent plateau late afternoon that lasted into the night. But the euphoria was kinda watered down and no more horniness at all, it was gone baby gone. I fell asleep again for about 2 hours and the shouting out in my sleep continued. I wish I would have recorded it as I couldn't remember much, just lots of NO, and, your not going to win! Weird huh? Well it finally transitioned into day 3 which is right now, redosed, coffee and I don't feel too bad. Unfortunately, I have only 2 tablets left and you know the panic mode that sets off as running out is always a sad thing.

But life is life and I have a doctor appointment tomorrow for unrelated issues regarding this, and I can't go into see her all strung out and weird as she knows me quite well. I can't cancel cause she went out of her way to squeeze me in and I have blood work, prescription refills, and a basic exam with emphasis on some foot problems I've been suffering from as of late some kind of neuropathy she thinks and she's gonna prescribe me Lyrica. So I will be there sober as a judge. Oh, I have some Benzos on hand to knock me out later tonight.

Well, this concludes my experience and observation of Teva 20mg IR. My verdict is yes something has definitely changed and I join the ranks of peeps that aren't lying, don't have high tolerances, don't remember negative episodes such as my experience. We all remember Teva as the best, most reliable and very fun fun. I don't know what's changed, but big pharma is a bunch of liars, corporate shady, and definitely for profit and they can do anything they damn please cause they can. Class action lawsuits don't scare them and neither does the government scare them. Hard telling what's happening and we may never know.

RJC