i’m a hot mess

serving tables,

when i’ve been up for three days

without a single minute of rest/

i can do it,

been here many times

and i’ve learned while high,

that no one notices anything/

after three days awake,

my fingers shake,

and paranoia is the name of the game/

life is like a lame show

where you think of other things

to change the way the story goes/

i’m sad to say i like it

when i don’t know where my mind is

and it keeps me popping tablets

as i go about my day/

they all think i’m fine

as i slowly lose my mind

and i hide out in the bathroom

watching sissy slut porn videos/

when i’m really high

people maybe think i’m fried,

but at my job,

being fried is not an issue/

after three days awake,

my fingers shake,

and paranoia is the name of the game/

life is like a lame show

where you think of other things

to change the way the story goes/

i’m sad to say i like it

when i don’t know where my mind is

and it keeps me popping tablets

as i go about the day//

:)