love u guys

binge mentality it’s a shame to see another week just ruined, while i’m swallowing some ecstasy

i don’t know why I’m like this, all i do is try to fight this, i go weeks until i’m shaking then the next three days awake

i hate myself when off it, give me coke or something like it, if it’s stronger, or lasts longer i’ll be knocking on your door begging for more

im ashamed of the way I am but on drugs I go to the extreme, and as I wean the shame grows even more

i’m a whore when drugs take the reign i’m free of all the shame, and i did things i never can take back these things they give me panic attacks

binge mentality it’s a shame to see another week just ruined, while i’m swallowing the ecstasy

one pill turns into four after a couple days awake, i don’t stop till i’m passing out while waiting for the dealer to show up

I’m fucked, I know it Might not show it, but it’s getting even worse. I’m flirting with disaster, on the verge of a catastrophe

maybe i’ll just let that happen, maybe then I’ll actually just stop I pop another pill and write a bop

im ashamed of the way I am but on drugs I go to the extreme, and as I wean the shame grows even more