Took 3 dp 30's sublingually in the morning at 09:00. After the third pill I was already feeling really fucking great, <30 min later I drank some water w/ baking soda. I was very happy and texting so fast to my cousin abt our dreams and shit, I was very engaged in everything | did. Homework especially was pretty fun, and the pain from my strep throat went away which made it a lot easier to talk. I kept playing songs in my head and was getting work done while drinking tea that had peppermint, ginger, and marshmallow root. (Btw before dose I also took my multivitamins, vitamin d, amoxicillin, and famotidine)

Around 16:00 maybe I felt a little shift I had also drank another tea which had matcha, turmeric, chili/black pepper, green tea, dandelion and nettle, also feeling my throat pain coming back I drank some more water w/ baking soda and could continue my work but felt myself coming down and was making more mistakes writing notes. I also peed for the first time (around this time) after taking the addy, I think the baking soda really made me not needa go but I had the feeling that I should even tho I didn't have to or really want to, 1 thought it was the "healthy option" having to accept that the addy is going out with it, my pee was also yellow asf and smelled very acidic.

Eventually by 18:30 irritability came in and slowly following that was depression knowing the addy was wearing off. I did my best to accept the feelings knowing that's the only way to get through, when I finished my work and took a shower I really tried to stay in a leveled head space but regret and guilt sunk in, trying to comfort myself in the shower with an accepting mindset and treating myself with love was pretty difficult but I eventually cried and felt pretty good after that. When I got out I was more accepting of the comedown and ate the rest of my tortilla w/ spicy beans and rice, also drinking more of the tea I had at the very beginning of my dose.

I was continuing more assignments I finished all 3 by 03:30 technically the "next day", I did it at a slow to steady pace but w/ maintained focus and determination to finish. I felt pretty sad when I was done because I had nothing to do now, I tossed and turned in bed for a bit and eventually came on Reddit to explore other addy stories. Eventually I started listening to music and felt the joy return, music just healing my mind and soul rn. It's 05:30 now and I don't have the desire to sleep, or think I even can.

What's your guys's experience with this dose? Do you experience spurts of dopamine return with certain activities or listening to music? And how's the crash? Also I think I notice more acne (but l'm also on my period) popping up and touching my face feels weird. Anyone ever been in that boat? Or have noticed differences when taking any herbs, vitamins, Pepcid, or antibiotics that I did? I also think I see stuff crawling around in the corners of my vision, but when I check and really look nun is there, haha.