But (first of all, glad I failed) kept getting side tracked with all the timers, pictures, texts and videos I had to edit, and time to be send out exactly when the people dearest to me where for sure to be in a safe environment surrounded by others and so on. And then I fell asleep after 2 days of this shit and I didn't feel like doing all the effort anymore. Also I failed to make a proper noose 6 times and to chicken shit to cut deep enough. Pills don't work on their own. I wanted my body to not be complete mush for the people that stay behind so I just decided not today and made this other stimpost taking me about 2h45 that I DO NOT HAVE to spare. Met alone this one but too obsessed I guess.

Quite literally begged for help on all social media I could muster, literally screamed for help balling my eyes out on my couch just re-upping and dancing crashing crying flying through the night. And then daybreak...

I'm finished but too tired to even go through with it...

Hope this is something to give any of y'all some hope as it did for me. OH PPS (pre post scriptum) that other gobblediegook is a language called Dutch. Sorry not sorry google translate if you give any fucks about the whole picture. I've put in my share, for shure, for shucks

April, jaar 2024 Arno Domino sinds we zijn beginnen te tellen, nummer 9 als ik me niet vergis. -17h

I just realized that I'm probably the person dudes talking about more often than the ''Anees'' I thought I was, (Free me - Anees) wish I were, would be ✋ if I could be..

Deze paragraaf is enkel voor jou bedoeld meisje:, just in case you're still keeping tabs on me, please DO, but do SO in the way like that good old proverb goes: Why effort&talk🤢, when you could just cyberstalk😃? 🤏BTW: insert sarcasmoji here, just so there's no room for any Mood Spill Frontin' shenanigans in case this becomes a whole thing.
👉👁️👁️🦻: If you miss me, wanna talk or just want to know if I'm still around, (followed with an immediate, unintentionally but well deserved 'B,b,b, but HOW?!?) Then PLZ!, for the love of Gott, CALL. (Hotel Ugly - shut up my mama's 'calling) Or just come home. I'm sorry, I forgive you, Saul Goodman... We're both (well, everybody is, but we dare admit it) a little 🦆d i/t🤯🌀, it's ok. Right now 🧠=🍳 but if (🤕➕⏳) ➕(😅➗🌬️🖕s)🟰🔄🥚🐣♥️🧡💛💚💙💜💖, then let's just ⏯️. You and me and we will be, 'mkay? And if not we, then so be, but still okay. I don't think or believe or fucking pray. I know, because I chose to so say, And I say so, because I know. Grow with me, without me. Samen alleen. LET'S GO! Go PLAY!

Pfft een uur en half ofzoiets. Fuck dit lichtgevend, attention grabbing, manipulative 6x16cm piece of shit. Time to go and make shit actually happen, don't let life happen away because you're always thinking bout the next thing to do, to be, to say.

Uiteindelijk doe je het voor jezelf. No one's watching. Even if they could hear you, they wouldn't listen. ''So do this for me. Do this for us. If you end up fucking with it that's just a plus. I'd rather take my time and be a lil' late than have 'em eat of me for lunch.'' -Aaron May

hungry AF. Alex Out 🎤🫳 (Of toch tot ik iets heb bereikt dat daadwerkelijk de moeite is om van de daken te schreeuwen) En al da 👇buh jong. Zoek het u maar uit. Trek uw plant. Kga ni eens meer kijken das voor mij ondertussen 40' geleden. En ikke 👁️👁️, is ikke 💭💬📜✍️❌🔁 📜 ✍️ ➡️⤵️↔️💢 🌬️🔄✍️✍️✍️✍️🚫🅱️🆎🅰️🅾️⏸️⏪️⏮️▶️✍️↪️↗️⤴️🔙〰️➰➿✅ JK😅❌✍️🔁🔄🔂♾️™️🔜🌚👀 Ik kwam enkel al, lomp genoeg , terug naar boven voor da stukje voor haar te includeren zonder haar voor de bus te gooien of rechtstreeks te sturen want anders da gaat ni. Nope. Geen goed plan . Nog nooit geweest. Tho the Show must go on, It'll have to be without the lack or rather lackluster of me, for now, at least We'll see.. 👋✌️🖖 T start 1h45❌2h09' ❌ 2h'23 I ain't worried -Aaron May 📳❌📴❌🤜📱🦶🏻🥾🔫🫳📵📲💧shh💦shhht🌊it's ok, shhh📵

And the world 🎉🎈🙌 but still 🔥💣 the witch just to be sure.

I need to Let go - Aaron May https://open.spotify.com/track/7cLnbmx7ZUWAwyocrKz3wL?si=jsuvp-L6QR-tEGUQaycahA

don't remember if I found this one, she did, or SpotifA.I. is starting to get me better than any of all y'all ever could, or even would if you could. Not that you even should.

I mean, who the fuck am I to think i'm that important, or even matter at all? Then again, I could ask any of you pussy ass bitches the exact same thing:

Go on, tell me: WHO. THE FUCK. ARE YOU?

https://open.spotify.com/track/41HI5aITADFdF7DyHcyOJy?si=ISSuPU_NQ3qGHkZ_yL2qNA https://open.spotify.com/track/3SU8vSoDShZUMiBImbPjss?si=hlezZmbkSwmEK9GspOUsfg&context=spotify:album:0R4XbNxI4fbyJnLG2t3ryD

& deze gwn because ✌️🖕 https://open.spotify.com/track/6IyUueoBgzSMy7BL8Cysxk?si=hzFFf9JETqaZo3yHkXco4g