So I have this burning question.

I am by all definitions addicted to adderall. I abuse my script, but off the street, take waaaaaaay more than is recommended, yada yada yada.

This has been going on off and on since December of 2021. Every period of self imposed abstinence I have had in that time has happened for the same exact reason, which is I just run out and can’t continue to function. I go through all I have/can get and physically can not get anymore until scripts start renewing. That’s when all the problems start.

When I’m actively taking lots of adderall, life is actually really good, and had stayed good for as long as two months at a time without running out of supply.

Know I’m not a complete idiot, I know if I had unlimited adderall I could just not keep taking indefinitely until I grow old and die of natural causes. But that leads to a big curiosity of mine, how long could I make it work if I could make sure I always had enough to take? The max amount I take when I using it heavily has been steady for quite some time, I don’t think I really could take any more and it be any more beneficial.

So have any of you been able to abuse prescription amphetamine for long periods (6 months, maybe even a year plus) without running out of supply? And if you have, what made you finally stop?

Edit: One last thing, I’d like to keep the discussion contained to amphetamine that is prescribed as medicine, not street speed/methamphetamine. I have no experience with that and I assume it’s an entirely different animal