Gotta love the power of coping, it’s one of the few things I’m good at. Miserable sacks of shit always praise my siblings but bash me at every opportunity and nobody ever gives a crap about any good things I do. Doesn’t matter cause they’re all atheists and will burn in hell for their pride anyway, but I’d be lying if I said they still didn’t piss me the fuck off. I literally punched a hole through a car window with my bare fucking hands tonight, I’m so pissed off. Barely got any sleep and people treat me like shit and I’m done with this crap. r/stims y’all are my honorary family members now, enjoy it while it lasts.

They laughed at the prospect of me killing myself and I’m now tempted to do it just to prove their asses wrong, but I also don’t wanna because then I’d be giving them what they want. Best thing I can do is pursue art and social interaction and make thousands without giving them a cent 😂

You get what you give, if you ain’t gonna pay for my femlar, I ain’t gonna pay for your mortgage. Sorry not sorry 🤷🏼‍♀️.