Redosing on my adhd meds. Methylphenidate IR 20mg pills. Been snorting since noon, it’s 4:21 am. Snorted 3-3.5 pills till now, i guess I’ve built tolerance, bec it is wearing off faster than it used to. (Been abusing for 3-4 months now, today’s 3-4 pills is one of the lesser doses in a day, given my record) Got semester orientation at 11 am, i could miss it, no attendance or accountability, but i missed most of last semester bec of health issues and i need the professors on my side this semester. But that’s not the heavier concern; it is that i only have 3 tablets left and i cant order more before 15 march (it’s 1st march today). If i want before that I’ll have to find another pharmacy which is v difficult bec it’s extremely controlled in mu country and that means more of ‘spending most part of your day in procurement/dosing’ thing of addiction.

Find me a way to last them till march 15 or convince me to sleep rn pleaseee!