Ima start by saying, my partner is an undiagnosed narcissist. One of his control tactics is to berate and ridicule and guilt and slander me if I pick up from anyone else. He has often ripped me off 🤣🤣 our friends have noticed it, but LET THE EARTH BE TOOOOORN ASUNDER if i or anyone points it out.

Anyway, this is a rant in the moment. I gave him a specific amount of cash the other night, he gave me a regular amount of whatever, I’ve learned not to complain. Today, his house mate asked if there were any 5dollar deals going on, I said, dude he does not let me in on any knowledge about that, you gotta go to him, he’ll be hella mad if he knows we even exchanged these minor words about it,” because LOL I’m not PERMITTED to know his at cost, or even what he has or rates, bc it varies person to person and bc anyone else is getting a deal that is going to “win” their loyalty or good favor (know what I mean?), and so it’s easier for him to make overhead off me. Anyway, boyfriend was annoyed with me earlier, and after his housemate went to see hkm, my partner walked by me, amount clearly visible in his palm (specifically so I could see it) and it was easily twice what he gave me yesterday, for half the cost,

And that smugass smirk with no eye contact as he brushed past me.

uugghhhhHHHHHH! So PETTY. Anyway. Venting here because who else can empathize that a group of people called “StimSisters” thx,loveYou