So it's been a while since I've made any kind if post. It's been 10 months since my husband, of 19 years now, brought the lifestyle up to me. Never in my wildest of dreams would I have ever thought we'd be doing this but here we are. For the most part we've had alot of fun with it. Still closer than we've ever been in our entire marriage. So for that part alone I'll be forever thankful. I will have to say I still love how turned on hubby gets each and every time we have a meet up. How incredible the reclaiming is the hours and days following a meet up. I've gotten somewhat more comfortable with it all. Still trying to get more relaxed earlier on but hopefully one day I'll get there. There are some parts of the lifestyle that is annoy, like the setting up a meet up for a certain time and they can't show up on time or even close to on time. Or the planning on certain things to happen and work out and then most of it to not go as planned. I don't think any of our meet ups, with maybe the exception of the first two, have gone as planned. But I guess that's part of it. Needless to say we are still growing and learning in this lifestyle. Just trying to have fun with it all. @txhusband4038