So almost 2 months ago, my husband, U/txhubsband4038 of 18 years told me of his fantasy of seeing me be fucked by another man. At first I was completely thrown off. I wasn't sure what to think. I thought maybe that was his way of telling me he wanted to sleep with other women. But after more talking I came to understand that wasn't it at all. So I started doing some research of my own. I found out that it's way more common than I thought. At first we were thinking it was cockold/hotwife, but there was some of it that just wasn't part of what he wanted. So after more research together, we discovered its more of the stag & vixen side of things. And I slowly starting wrapping my head around the idea. We started chatting with a few people, sexting, exchanging pictures etc. We seemed to click really well with one guy but at the time he wasn't wanting to be patient with me on going thru with the whole thing. So we continued searching and chatting. We starting clicking with another one. And after a few weeks decided to set a date to meet up. The date was about two weeks out. Hubs was super excited and I was super nervous. With each day that passed I got more and more nervous. The day came, and I was distracted by everything we had going on that I didn't have a whole lot of time to stress about it. We loaded all of our stuff up and headed to the hotel after hubs got off work. Both showered, got ready. One of my favorites parts is how hubs watched me do my hair and make up. At this point I was slowly getting excited too. Of course a few bottles of wine helped loosen me up. There was a knock at the door, we both looked at each other like ok, this is really happening. He comes in, we have a drink and talk for a little bit. I get up and go to the restroom to get more comfortable. I remember peaking around the door at hubs like idk if I can do this. After a few deep breaths I finally came out. Nervous beyond anything that I can explain. And so it all began. I made sure at times to look over at hubs. Make eye contact and see how he was doing. After the first few nods of approval and his this is hot as fuck looks, I loosened up and felt better about it all. It got to the point where I was giving him winks and mischievous looks which he loved even more. Once things ended he left and hubs reclaimed me. Which was so hot. The next day and the week following we have discussed it several times, looked at pictures and watched video. It's a turn on for both of us every time. Never in a million years would I have ever thought we'd be doing something like this. But here we are. Not only doing it but have tentatively planned our second meet up. Hubs and I have always been close, but this whole experience has made us closer than ever and our relationship better than its ever been. I don't know what the future holds or where this will take us but we've enjoyed it so far and just want to continue having fun.