So me 27 and my gf 30 have been together about 5 years. I’ve been growing more and more turned on by the idea of her fucking another man for a couple years now.

It all started for me a couple years ago when I overheard her with her friends talking about anal sex experiences. At that point I had never been inside her ass so I knew the experiences she was telling her friends about were with someone other than me. I found myself really jealous and incredibly turned on at the same time.

Fast forward to about a year ago and our sex life is phenomenal, but it’s gotten to the point where when I’m alone (we still live separate) and I masturbate, the only thing I watch anymore is wife sharing porn.

So I told her… and oh man it did not go over well at first. She was absolutely disgusted by the idea of me wanting to watch her fuck somebody else. So I decided it would always just be a fantasy.

A couple weeks ago she sent me a video of her using her vibrator in the morning before I went to work. I told her I loved the video, but I wanted to get her a new toy to stretch her pussy out. To my surprise, she said “let’s do it then”.

So then this last weekend we were hanging out. It was getting late in the day and she said “ I thought you wanted to go get a new toy don’t all the sex shops close soon?”

I instantly got rock hard and got my keys and we went to the sex shop. My horniness was all from the fact that she was the one pushing to do this now, not just me pushing it on her.

So we get inside the shop and I told her I wanted her to pick it out. It if we’re up to me I would’ve just got the biggest I could find so I wanted her to pick it out and told her not to worry about making me insecure or anything. I have an avg 5in penis. She went to a 7.5 in dildo, similar girth to mine though. Man I was so excited to get home and use it on her.

So as soon as we get home we are in the bedroom ripping eachothers clothes off. I was honestly so horny I just went straight to fucking her and never got the toy out of the bag. I finished and we laid there for a minute before she said, “did we really go out and buy this only for you not to use it on me?” Man that got me rock hard and ready to go again. She wants it.

So I told her to go down on me while I get it out the box. This has always been my main fantasy. To have her sucking my dick while her pussy get penetrated. I eased it into her and the way her moans sounded with my dick in her mouth were just so incredible!

I started fucking her harder and deeper with our new toy and she responded by gagging and fully deepthroating my cock. Now I have no issue making her cum with my average cock, but I’ve never seen her legs shake or her moan as loud as she did the other night with my cock in her mouth and her new toy . I mean her legs were SHAKING. Not gonna lie it did fuck with my head a little bit wondering what role the bigger toy played in her cumming so hard. I got over it quick though with how much fun we were having.

Now the last 3 days our horniness has been absolutely insane since that experience. We’ve been fucking non stop.

This morning I told her, I’m fine if this is as far as we ever take it. She’s open so starting an OF and letting me post some pics and vids on here though which I’m super turned on by.

I told her at the end of the day I love her and don’t want her to love anyone beside me. There’s just something weird in my head that’s super turned on by the idea of giving her 2 cocks at once and seeing her just be a total slut for me.

She said in order she her to have sex she would have to have a deeper connection with the guy and said she’s not really interested in that. To be honest I’m not either. She said it would feel like cheating on me to have to develop that connection with someone else.

I guess I don’t understand it? When I was in college I had lots of casual sex with girls I wasn’t interested in doing anything more than having sex with. Maybe it’s just different for woman. All I want is to replace that dildo with a real dick but I don’t want her to have any feelings for him? I’m not sure I’d even want her to know his name. Definitely wouldn’t want her to ever hangout with him without me or outside of having sex.

Idk I probably just need to be more patient and keep having fun with the toys. I feel like she needs more time to understand why it turns me on and I have a feeling she might come around eventually. Like, never in my life did I think she would want to start an OF but that’s probably next.

Really just wanted to share my thoughts and see what anyone else thinks about the situation. Maybe I really should just leave it as fantasy if I had a little anxiety about a silicone dick that had an extra 2 inches on me make her legs shake so hard. It was so fun though lol.

Idk what do you guys think?