I have been looking high and low for 2 years , should I give up ?

Hey there ,

Long time lurker of reddit , and lifestyle websites .

I thought about posting this last night , after feeling super irritated , and honestly feeling like I had wasted my money on "adultfriendfinder" . I was on a hunch , and just looking to fulfill some fantasies .

For 2 years now I've lurked , and posted looking for some of the following things.

-A couple to watch , in the act -A couple to join in with possibly male and female play " I honestly have never explored the male side of things " -Anal play -Someone for some no strings attached , intellectual conversations , maybe enjoy some music with , even if things didn't become intimate .

Mainly I've been looking for a chance , and haven't had a break yet , I feel like I've tried every website out there . I have been tempted to try to find an escort from one of the various sites . But have been to worried about blowing my cover , and being arrested for something so silly .

I have turned to reddit , because I feel helpless with fulfilling some of my fantasies , and just wanted to know how some other people felt looking in ? Am I asking to much , should I give up looking ?

Me : Loc: Richmond, va 29 y/o male Good job 140k a year 5ft 10" 7.5 inches 180 lbs I'd say that I am a good looking man .

If anyone knows of any advice , or another subreddit that my question maybe best answered if not this one , I'd greatly appreciate it . Thank you so much for reading