I used to use occasionally with my ex but since I’ve been with my new girl I’ve used twice in the past 2 years. And it’s been ok but the anxiety of thinking she’s going to know fucks up the high (a little bit).

Plus I just turn into a sexual deviant and we have good sex but she can’t take it to the next level like someone on Tina. (I’m not looking to cheat on her, I have plenty of videos of me and my ex from our times in the past that I watch and relive lol)

Sunday I’ll be going away for the night. I’m going to stay with family but I’m not worried about them. I have a guest room to get orivacy. I’m thinking of getting a gram and doing it while I’m away.

My best idea at the moment is me just smoking the whole gram as fast as I can which would be around 8-9pm. And just watching old videos and edging my self for about 12 hours when I head home in the morning.

I want to smoke it fast as possible so I’m not still using through out the night. I won’t see her till about 5-6pm the next day. Do you think I’ll still be tweaked out or just a little bit. I’m pretty good at holding myself in check so I think I should be good.

Also usually I’ve spaced my shit out. Any idea how fucking high I’d get if I smoked that much that fast. I’ve done a good amount and never tweaked out but it’s usually spread over a day or two.

Gimme some ideas and feedback!!!