I’m posting this as I leave my 5th spravato appointment. The first session that I had was 56mg and every session after that has been 84mg.

The first three sessions I had, I experienced a sense of euphoria and mental disssociation which not only felt wonderful but also made it easier to access my thoughts and deal with trauma. The first two times it only lasted for about 10-15 minutes, but on the third session it lasted about 30-40 minutes. That third session felt amazing and I was able to come to terms with a good amount of trauma all by myself.

During the last two sessions I haven’t felt that sense of euphoria or dissociation at all. I’ve felt the physical effects of the drug (sedation, derealization) but I haven’t felt that mental dissociation that allowed me to look at my feelings more objectively and deal with things.

Has anybody else experienced this? Is this just my body quickly developing a tolerance to the drug? It’s very disheartening to have such an amazing third session and then go from that to feeling no mental effects at all. Any help would be much appreciated