Hello to my fellow spokanites 😞

I have had a rough few years! I have battled with depression for the last 4 years. 2 years ago i tried to k*** myself twice. Before my third attempt I attended a family dinner, knowing that it would be my final family dinner, however, my 1.5 year old niece insisted I hold her (she never let me hold her ever!!) For the entire night. And from just staring into her eyes I could feel her energy, she wanted me to live, to fight for another day. So I did, I got help, sought therapy, over time i understood to live life!!! I suddenly started having Grand Mal seizures and developing epilepsy. While I was testing neurological medication, I had a partial seizure and fell down 7 stairs into my basement, tearing my rotator cuff, partially tearing a tendon, causing massive muscle damage, collar bone fracture, 6 months of physical therapy, 9 months of occupational therapy, and finally losing 90 pounds!!! I am so proud of myself!!!

With that being stated, I am in need of some help.

I would like some help with any weight lifting equipment. From small dumbells or a kettle bell. To a small weight lifting set...anything.

I do not have any money at the moment, like literally none. I have never asked anything like this of ANYBODY! But I am desperate, and don't know anywhere else to turn. If you could help me in any way, shape or form, I would be eternally grateful, and will pay it forward in the futrure!!!

Thank you, from the bottom of my heart,

I love you spokane!!