I am not sure if this is correct sub to ask this questions. I been on path of spirituality for sometime or maybe that is what i am thinking. I got clean after a long while and My practice of yoga and meditation has helped me. But both are not consistent. I still feel I am unpacking myself. Still feel addicted to porn but it is lot better than past. Once in a week to week. Always been alone within myself. These days I feel connected to tree in a way I feel they are somehow communicating with me. I met this tree sometime back and I felt it was some kind of portal or something and the tree was protected but birds and had a different aura. I am sure if these are my dreams or my own experiences.