Yesterday I had past a post or two about fasting. I'm planning on meditating twice a day everyday during my fast. Here is what I learned during my meditation this morning.

I feel a pull to pursue a path of purity. In doing so, I will find myself. Like understanding that I'm not supposed to feel connected with the world and in a sense, that's why I don't usually (feel connected). Instead of being sad about the disconnect, I need to cling to my own connectedness with spirit and I will know myself. I wasn't made to be overly involved with worldly things and that's where the loneliness stems from. So when I let go of pursuing worldliness, then I will step into my true self and power.

So like risque music I shouldn't listen to too much or overly sad music. I should pursue social acceptance but instead be content with my current being and let people come and go as they are given all things physical are temporary but our soul-beings are eternal reincarnating throughout lifetimes with a purpose to heal themselves and others. Karmic debt is what we owe but it's also to heal ourselves of what we've done.

So being as clean of a person as I can be is going to be important in my growth.