Hello! My scene name MJ. I will be 28 at the end of the month. I am a year and some change on T, full hysterotomy, and oophorectomy No top surgery-- yet. I am polya but currently only have my nesting partner. I’m to the point I want to branch out and explore individually. I’m much more social than my fiancée combined with being on testosterone has upped my libido substantially. I enjoy over-arching power structures. I manage the house along with the finances. As a result, I am looking to be date and play with people I can shift between meaningful discussions over drinks, dinner, or smoking.... And shut my brain off to be a dumb, little boy. Impact mixed with diapers and humiliation are the best ways to do that. Paddles, belts and hands are all amazing. Bathroom control, CNC that is soft and sweet (while darker and cruel) makes my head light up. I like men who like control. Who want to hurt me, as much as help me. Or make me blush and squirm and edge to them bullying me. I like getting people off. I like having subtle inappropriate conversations over dinner or drinks. Or texting to keep me horny and obedient. I love learning how to please and growing with doms. I want people who want me to do well because I want other people to do succeed. I love giving head. I absolutely love diapers, wet pants, bed wetting, sadists, the idea of being daddy’s little diaper dolly boy... I am trying to read more. I am a full-time university student with other responsibilities. I want to turn off my brain and not think about being a grown up (at least a lot of the time). Being daddy’s dumb little baby who needs structure and managed to an extent.

Being little gives me a very strong sense of safety and being cared for things like coloring, drinking from sippy cups/bottles, using my pacifier, wearing diapers/training pants, and having accidents are acceptable- because it's expected. I am very much like the thought process of being able to lose adult privileges as a means to getting structure and growth in my life and as a connection to my dom. Spanking for maintenance, punishments or just because. I am very easily embarrassed, so even getting a text reminding me I'm just a little boy who needs spanked makes me red. I enjoy the lack of control of seeming like a put-together adult while having little say over if I am bent of and spanked or wear diapers/pull-ups. Because with daddy/mommy/uncle, I’m a little boy. I can’t get out of my head often.I get really guilty over this stuff not being my choice really kind of yanks the guilt... My submission and desire make other people proud are deeply rooted. I crave and thrive with consistent physical and emotional masochism.

I am 5’1, have mild cerebral palsy, so momma and I both like to her meet people wanting to top me. Maybe hurt me in front of her once or co-top for a scene— at minimum a texting conversation. She’s protective of me but very excited me to get the spankings and discipline I want and need. We have been together for a decade.