I got out of a relationship before it happened that put me in a depression type state but i was writing music perfectly fine, then i moved out of my moms house and got my first job and was still writing music to an extent but i had to start getting up way early and work for 8-10 hrs a day so i would be tired and never had time to focus on my music and then as i kept on working i was making less and less music and at a point i started worrying and focusing on a lot of other things in my life (Breakup, bills, food, car) and eventually stopped making music all together for a couple weeks. Fast forward, i tried to write a song but when i put on a beat and try to think i get tired as in like sleepy then i just quit i have no clue why but its driving me insane because i wasn’t like this. I have no drive, motivation, starting point. I completely lost/forgot my ability to write lyrics. I forgot how to rhyme, how to actually feel the beat, think of things to write, i overthink things etc. but i still try to write everyday even tho i can’t. I used to write everyday soon as i wake up and throughout the day i new everything about lyrics and rhyming and everyone in my city said i was literally the best out here but its like i woke up and everything was stripped from me the only talent i feel like i was good at, i cant even think or remember how to do it. Music means so much to me and it hurts not being able to write lyrics. PLEASE any advice will be good i searched countless times and cant figure this out or put into words what i want to search.

Edit: Thank you all for the comments truly, I was hesitant to even post this because i dont talk to much people but hearing it from someone else rather than myself helps me understand and feel better.