For Labor Day weekend, a group of friends is getting together and going bar hopping. I don’t mind being around everyone else when they are drinking. Usually, I’ll have just NA drinks or one alcoholic drink and then N/A after. I haven’t told any of them that I’m a different person, since I haven’t seen them in almost a year.

I feel like I can just order my own drinks and no one will ask or notice, I just don’t want to have long conversations about it tomorrow. I just wanna BE and have fun. I’m now at the place where I can control myself, but I don’t want to talk about it. Does anyone else do that or think I should tell them or is it alright to hide it for the night? Anyone else ever do that?