Hi y’all, I am looking for some sense of direction or testimony of when you got sober. I started using meth after my divorce. I have a house, a great job, a running vehicle, have what I need but yet I still want to use drugs, even though I feel like shit if I don’t sleep and stuff. No one knows I’m addicted I hide it very well… I just used a hammer and broke the tool I used to smoke it and determine to say today is my last day. I used for about 2 years. I feel like my life is going to be boring now but maybe if you guys share your experiences and stuff I can snap out of it. I haven’t been in trouble with the law or anything. And haven’t lost my home or anything. Thank you for listening