I used to be clean for years. So I know what this is like but I fucking hate the feeling. I drank myself into a pretty shitty spot and stopped a few years ago. During covid I realized that I thought I had it " under control" but I was far from it. I was still drinking to escape emotions, feelings, issues, etc... So after a little bit I was good. Then I got a medical weed card, and I started taking edibles. I've been high almost every single day ( quite literally) for the past 2.5 years plus. A day or two here without it, but nothing on purpose. I decided to go on a break , because it's been taking me more and more to feel high.. and that's when I realized... maybe this is more. It's been 48 hrs as of right now. I'm sweating constantly and can't stay awake.... Just figured I'd put this somewhere .