I really need to stop. Idk where to start stopping. I quit for 1.5monlast year but then my bf wanted to go out for a beer and I said wtf ok. (I had only promised myself I'd stop for a few months anyway.) Almost immediately it went back and harder than ever. The worst part is...I work at a wine and liquor store. I'm about to finish a course online and get a different job and away from my industry 🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻 but I'm scared. There's a local AA chapter near me and I'm thinkung about going Monday. Does anyone have thoughts on how to start the process? Sorry for ranting, I feel like I can't talk to anyone else but an anonymous reddit group. 😅😳😢