First things first, I'm going through a really rough time in my life right now. It's my "months of mourning" currently ad I lost 3 significant people in these months. I have trauma based agoraphobia that flairs up, so I don't go out much. I'm sober (1/1/21). I'd like to make some friends who were also on the sober journey because it's fucking rough when you know there's no drug out there that would make you feel better but you still wish for anything better than this.

I'm a huge texter since I use American Sign Language often. I have selective mutism and although I'm comfortable with ASL, I prefer text and sometimes phone calls.

The truth is, I don't really know what to put here. I'm disabled with a service dog named Odin. My caregivers come on Tuesdays so I'm unavailable then. I've been feeling like I've been bothering everyone I reach out to currently and I hate that feeling. I'm a fairly affectionate and loving person. I'm definitely a ride or die bitch and a bitch been dead before. I have a degree in communications. I'm trying to become more active. I have disordered eating so I mostly just graze on the meals made for me. For the record, I'm fat as shit right now but I'm losing weight slowly. Join me on the jlur ey and hold me accountable! I'm a huge animal lover and my dog is a true blessing.

If you have a Samsung, it would be super cool to do workouts together. I like their stretching ones. They're nice to wake up to.

I like dead things (skeletons mostly) and oddities. I dress strictly for comfort now. My color this year is lilac because lavender vanilla has been my comfort scent. I'm usually a pretty easy going person. My favorite movie genre is horror. Supernatural and occult then zombies follow that up in that order. I listen to all sorts of music but tend to stay away from country still since it has memories attached.

I'm a "retired" chef and bartender. Now, I just make gourmet dog treats and snacks. I'm someone who needs affection but can go years without due to f a m I l y t r a u m a!

I have a lilac gray Mohawk. I want to shave my head once before I turn 30 but still don't have the balls to do it. The shorter I go, the more I love it. There's so little upkeep! Skincare is an obsession of mine.

And I just.. need some new people to talk to and get to know and maybe venture out with.

Pictured is Odin and I at the vet on Valentines Day.