im a very inexperienced asian that is still deeply closeted. I found this app after camming online with other guys for years. the most experience i had with another man is giving this person a handjob, who happened to have a very big white cock. i on the other hand have a smaller size cock. to make this long origin story short, that experience turned me from bi curious to bi, but really sexually into men with big cocks. I flirted on sniffies but never actually hooked up because im shy and discreet. BUT then one man in his 40s messages me and we chat for close to an hour. he finally asks to meet. i am scared and new to this. i am too scared to invite over a total stranger and too scared to go to a stranger's house. so to sort of make him lose interest, i say, well, what bout at a park nearby my home. surprisingly he says yes. to be honest, i kept looking for excuses, but he kept making himself available to my requests. i wanted to bail, but i was gooning for almost 3 hours now and my inner slut took control. i went to the park and waited. he finally rolls up in his car and asks if i want to hop in and just chat. "meet and greet" he called it. we talked for a bit, both saying how we are both sort of new to this and feels awkward. (not sure if he was lying haha). he then says that we can either just chill and talk, and plan for something more sexual next time, or we could just jerk off, since i was scared to do anything. he then added that if we wanted to jerk off that he couldnt do it alone since it would be too awkward, but that I could (LOL). so as if i was in a trance, I agree and I pull my pants down and reveal my sloppy dick (it was covered in pre-cum). I started to play with it, but within seconds, he gave a moan of approval and grabbed my dick over my hand and started to play with it. It got hard so fast. He then stopped and pulled his pants down. He then pulled out a condom and started to jerk himself off. He jerked himself off for a few seconds then asked if I wanted to jerk him off. The slut that I am, I grabbed his thick cock and started to jerk it. he then reached over again and started to jerk me off. Maybe because I was so horny for so long, but I came within minutes. Afterwards, he leaned back and rolled his shirt up and asked for me to continue to jerk him off and rub his nipples. 20 minutes or so had gone by with me jerking him off. During the entire time, he kept saying how he wished he could fuck me right now. BUT I am scared and new to this so I didn't want to do anything further. But anyhow, I kept jerking and my arm was getting tired, but he wouldnt cum. Finally after playing with the head of his cock and rubbing his nipples and chest, he came into his condom. We then said our good byes. We would chat later that night but in my post-nut clarity mistake, I may have ruined any chances of re-connecting.

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Anyways, now I dont see him on the app. Maybe he stopped showing up, maybe he moved, or maybe I am blocked. But now all I can imagine is me getting up from my seat and moving to the driver side and trying to slide his big 7.5 inch cock while my small asian cock flops around squirting pre-cum. The end.