This could’ve been an epic saga this is an ongoing issue for at least 12 years, but it’s been more than that I’m still not sure if there’s the right place to post it, but somebody told me to get more details so here they are

I’m a 62-year-old man. I’ve been married 18 years 12 years have been a dead bedroom.( by clinical definition means less than 12 times a year) Societal definition can mean simply put of the partners sexual needs are not being met

Case history first five years, pretty good Never allowed to give or receive oral Never allowed to touch down there Kind of restrictive, but I could live with it She was never vocal she never initiated

For the next roughly 12 years we had sex a total of seven times I actually lost track at over 5000 rejections We’ve had a lot of discussions I have tried different techniques, different books different apps. I always get the same reaction. “ not interested “ (a lot of other things that were completed in meaning)

Step forward I filed for divorce. She got scared. She decided to love me. ( love bombing, sometimes called hysterical attachment.) means she agrees to sex. So in the last two months we’ve had sex three times The first two times were not good She laid there, arms and legs wide open didn’t react did not participate and basically gave the indication of ( are you done?) Not enjoyable at all She took it upon herself to go get a treatment of testosterone under the advisement of a hormone specialist ( she did not tell me about this until after she did it this) The last time was three weeks ago I was out driving. It was 9:30 PM. She sent me a message and said we’re going to do something tonight. I rushed home ( stopping only for a few minutes to watch some rough porn to get in the mood) came in the door with a raging hard on Went at it with a frenzy and at one point, she was saying don’t stop don’t stop I was overjoyed was thinking fantastic. This is great. She actually wants me. Since then, I’ve gotten the same answer as what we had before not interested

I met a 0nly fans model while I was driving Uber It was pretty obvious that she was going for a hook up. So I gave her a little bit of my story and she said I will do you We exchanged information And this morning, I acted on it It was exhilarating it was fun. I’m pretty sure she came at least twice. I had her in the.Prone bone position and was going out of pretty strong slapping her ass doing the whole 9 yards she starts moaning “ yes daddy yes” Yep, that pushed me over the edge pulled out Proceeded to stroke fingers in and out And then three and then four just pumping away like mad she’s humping her hips, moaning having a good time and she came again I don’t know that I will ever meet her again I don’t know what’s gonna happen in the future But for the first time in 18 years, I actually feel like a man Granted, an old man that was done with all of this in about 45 minutes but a man nonetheless I took her out for lunch. We had a nice conversation. Had a nice lunch drove her home and gave her an extra tip. Total cost $350 to regain my manhood