As some of you may know, i let reddit decide how long i should deny myself for, and my daily edges and tasks. Ive finished my denial, and i had a great time (You can read my daily logs on my profile), But on day 4/4, i talked about how i had a weird dream-like experience. But i didnt write out the FULL story of what happened, partly because i was getting really really horny typing it out, but mostly because it wasnt relevant and it would just fluff out the post.

But i thought id share the full story now. I'll copy over the first few paragraphs and continue where i left off...

Today was the hardest day yet. I managed to keep my thoughts pure at uni, but right as i got home and opened reddit it all started to flood in.

I wrote up the poll to decide how i will cum. And just writing out the options made me live them out in my head. I couldnt concentrate.

My 10 edges were done and dusted before i even got to the 3rd option, and my bed sheets are stained from my juices. I finished it up, and caved into my desires, and loaded up porn

At this point i was desperate for release. And something strange happened. I was riding a pillow, imagining it was a person. I did this for like 8 more edges. i was really getting into it. and i closed my eyes. I fell forward, my face dug into the "person's" shoulder.

I bit my lips and imagined them taking over, and thrusting my wet cunt. I started moaning lightly. And heres the wierd part, at this point i was no longer on a pillow. In my mind, i was fully convinced that i was there on top of a real person, using their real dick, to fuck me, even though at that point my pussy wasnt even being touched.

They started getting harder and faster. i pushed up from the pillow on my elbows, until my face was just a couple inches from theirs... and i was crying from the pleasure. Or atleast i was crying in my mind. I have no idea what i was doing in real life.

My tears dropped onto their face, which only made them go faster and faster until they filled me up with their cum. I slowly shifted off of them, and lay on my bed, quivering and crying.

I lay on the bed next to them, shaking and sobbing, clutching my pussy in pleasure.
But then the person got up, and stood behind me, and pulled on the chain on my collar (i did not have any collar nor a chain on me in real life, but its just kinda... appeared in the dream)
They pulled my chain and feeling them tug me backwards, i got up on all fours, still shaking, but ready to submit to the wierd dream person.

And then he started fucking me. This part is a little hazy in my memory. I remember collapsing onto the bed, my ass still sticking up in the air. I remember just sobbing uncontrollably, totally overwhelmed. And THEN i woke up...

No tears, no person, no chain, just really sweaty and wet. This was wierd. It really felt real. But like a dream. like it felt more vivid than a dream, but quite real.

If any of yall are like psychology majors or smtg id love to know what this was.

whether i was hallucinating, imagining, or simply had fallen asleep and was dreaming, i have no idea. All i can say is that when i woke up, i was dripping wet, and when i looked at the clock, an hour had passed since the time i started writing the poll.

I guess i just really REALLY needed that orgasm hehe.

Mwah!

-Millie