This is it.

Just 2 and a half hours remain until the clock strikes 12, and i am set free.

Today was the hardest day yet. I managed to keep my thoughts pure at uni, but right as i got home and opened reddit it all started to flood in.

I wrote up the poll to decide how i will cum. And just writing out the options made me live them out in my head. I couldnt concentrate.

My 10 edges were done and dusted before i even got to the 3rd option, and my bed sheets are stained from my juices. I finished it up, and caved into my desires, and loaded up porn

At this point i was desperate for release. And something strange happened. I was riding a pillow, imagining it was a person. I did this for like 8 more edges. i was really getting into it. and i closed my eyes. I fell forward, my face dug into the "person's" shoulder.

I bit my lips and imagined them taking over, and thrusting my wet cunt. I started moaning lightly. And heres the wierd part, at this point i was no longer on a pillow. In my mind, i was fully convinced that i was there on top of a real person, using their real dick, to fuck me, even though at that point my pussy wasnt even being touched.

They started getting harder and faster. i pushed up from the pillow on my elbows, until my face was just a couple inches from theirs... and i was crying from the pleasure. Or atleast i was crying in my mind. I have no idea what i was doing in real life.

My tears dropped onto their face, which only made them go faster and faster until they filled me up with their cum. I slowly shifted off of them, and lay on my bed, quivering and crying.

and then i woke up from it?

But it all felt real. Not 'real' real but like... a dream. Like waking up from it felt like waking up from a really really vivid dream.

whether i was hallucinating, imagining, or simply had fallen asleep and was dreaming, i have no idea. All i can say is that when i woke up, i was dripping wet, and when i looked at the clock, an hour had passed since the time i started writing the poll.

I guess i just really REALLY need this orgasm. Counting down the seconds till 12am

Mwah <3

Millie