I had never expected I'd have a sadistic side to myself until I started laughing at my ex while she was tearing up over the belting she received on her ass for being a brat in between us fucking. (Don't worry she wiped her tears up and went straight back to being a brat again). She surely enjoyed the marks that I left behind on her ass but knew how to start behaving whenever the question of the belt came up since that incident.

I have been a dominant since forever, I started exploring the side of bdsm as a dominant and felt that was exactly where my intentions and qualities laid, I've also dated women into the same kinks in the past but I had never imagined myself to be a Sadist. I was rather a soft dom at the start of my exploration but I've noticed my behavior changing with time. The current me feels more enthralled by the idea of inflicting pain to my sub and watching the misery of my subs written on their faces, than just fucking them.