Hey folks! I notice many people make non-confession posts on here, but they don't get removed. I tried too, but mine didn't go through. Check out my profile for more of what I am into, I guess I'll try to tell my story here as a 'confession'

I guess I started getting into kink about a decade ago, which is around the time I also started to understand feminism. Initially it felt like these 2 things were at odds with one another, probably also why both of them were slow and curious journeys to go through, which are still going on.

Fortunately at the time I started swiping on dating apps, and of course, as I was supposed to, I was a gentle fellow and pulled the chair for the girl, paid for the dinner, etc. Unfortunately it didn't get me anywhere. I started to put more 'out there' prompts, and met some girls who I hooked up with, but again, it was all sorta messy, sloppy, disappointing.

Somehow, I met J. J was a year or two younger than me, and was intending to use ME as her sexual awakening. From the day we met, I knew, she was a FREAK. All I knew till I met her was missionary, kissing, and cumming in the condom, cleaning myself up.

She was all kinds of fun, and slowly, she started to encourage me to take control. Whether it was slapping her, degrading her, cumming on her face, or, of course, forcing her through CNC. I guess she classically conditioned me by orgasming on my dick every time I did something like this. Who knows if this was always a part of me, but being with J made me access a dominating personality I didn't know I had. I guess tinder wasn't so bad those years ago. Unfortunately I fumbled the bag and things ended.

I tried to go back to vanilla dating after that, and I still do, but it just doesn't feel the same. You can't really have sex the same way after you discover your kinks, can you? I would go kink-forward on dating apps, wouldn't get any matches, I'd mention it to dates after we were ready to sleep with each other, usually I would get a meh response. I have unfortunately had multiple vanilla relationships since then, but I think 'no longer' is the best policy for me, maybe that's why I made this post.

But anyway, I persevered. Over the years I've gotten quite lucky a few times. Some thick thighed degreadees, chubby subs on birth control, face slapping champions, and of course, I will never forget the CNC preys. All have left a special memory in my heart or cock. Maybe I'll write more about the encounters I've had with the SoBo slut, or the rich dad's girl who became daddy's cumrag.

But this reddit profile is where I am this version of myself, entirely. There is no pretense of being a vanilla dude here. Of course, over the years my understanding and ability to respect consent improved, as did my comfort with independent, strong and opinionated women, who wanted me to completely destroy them in bed. I usually oblige.

That's my story, I guess. I'm looking, of course, for online and offline sub(s), especially lasting ones, with whom I can be my true self, which also involves the version of me that is on dating apps, but for once I'd like to balance the spice, with everything nice.

Edit: I humbly request all cucks and couples to stop messaging me. I am really sorry but I don't want to sleep with your wife, or anyone else's.