Below is what my wife wants to add after i told her that I wrote a confession on a forum.

Hello everyone! My name is Akriti, and I am the wife of the man who shared his journey in becoming a cuckold. I would like to share my own perspective on this experience, including my feelings about being a hotwife and how our relationship has evolved over time.

When my husband first approached me with the idea of having sex with other men, I was taken aback. I had never considered anything like that before, and it took some time for me to come around to the idea. However, as we discussed it more, I began to feel excited at the prospect of exploring my sexuality in a new way.

At first, our experiences were limited to swaps other couples. However, over time, we started looking for men specifically for me to have sex with while my husband watched. This was a huge turn-on for both of us, and I found myself becoming increasingly aroused by the thought of being with another man in front of my husband.

As our experiences progressed, I noticed that my husband became more and more attracted to watching me have sex with other men instead of having swap with other couples. He would often masturbate while watching, or even join in on the action if we allowed him to.

However, things took a turn when my husband confessed to me that his initial motivation for wanting me to have sex with other men was so he could have sex with more women himself. I was hurt and angry at this revelation, as it felt like he had been using me all along. In response, I started to humiliate him in various ways during our sexual encounters.

At first, these acts were small and subtle - teasing or suggestive comments about my encounters in front of friends. As time passed, these acts of humiliation became more explicit and varied like with friends who knew about our open relationship, I would flaunt my sexual experiences with them, making sure they knew that he is a cuckold, and not a bull type (that's what his personality was in front of them before I told them).

One time, we were out at a party with the same friends. As I danced provocatively with one of the men, I instructed my husband to kneel beside us and hold my purse. Later, I got so evil that I even started exposing myself publicly, I got very abusive, and started giving my hubby physical pain. Like one time, during one session with a bull, I instructed my husband to sit naked in the corner while we had sex on the couch then I slapped him every time he touches himself, sometime i just use him as a pillow while getting fucked by the bull, and many more stuff.

This humiliation was turning me on more than ever before. It gave me a sense of power and control over our sexual experiences - something that I had never felt before. And as my confidence grew, so did my desire for even more intense experiences.

However, eventually, we were able to move past this difficult period in our relationship. My husband apologized for his initial deception, and I accepted his apology on the condition that he never have sex with anyone else besides me, unless I allow him. He agreed, and since then, we have continued our journey as a cuckold couple.

Soon my husband confessed to me that he actually enjoyed the humiliation and asked if I would continue it even after we reconciled. While this surprised me at first, I realized that everyone has their own unique kinks and fantasies. As long as they are consensual, there is nothing wrong with exploring them together. So then I started incorporating more elements of humiliation into our encounters, even started engaging in public displays of humiliation, One particularly memorable session involved me having sex with men in a car, while my husband stood outside - something I knew would be a big turn-on for both of us. Another memorable session involved me sleeping with multiple men at once. As we lay there tangled up in sweat and bodies, I couldn't help but feel a sense of pride and satisfaction. This was my new reality as a hotwife - and it felt amazing.