Yes this confession isnt your typical , oh i fucked her, but this is more about my inner confession...

What is it about a naked body and mind that turns me on, i shall never know... All i know is that i enjoy women's mind like none other.. i enjoy exploring their desires and their pasts... As long as it turns them on in enjoy it no matter how unorthodox it might be.. it has lead me down a rabbit hole of wanting a woman to have a mind which always craves for worse... She could be at any step in her journey... She could be starting it or be really experienced.. as long as she is wanting more.. i love her.. i have the inner desire to be a part of that exploration...

I have helped many express and further explore themselves in many ways.. some IRL and some online... My favourite till date is me and my girl exoloring bdsm for the first time.. we didn't decide on it but it just where the night took us.. and no i am not sharing that story here.. So please don't ask.

About the conflict.. well sometimes it gets too dark in the conversation, fantasy or past experience... or some ethical conundrum occurs for me.. well anyway.. i too am exploring myself.. so either this conflict will go away or my desire will be satisfied and conflict will no longer exist... Let's see...