My wife has always loved sex with women. She prefers dick and relationships with men (hence being married to me) but she misses sleeping with women. I've always encouraged her to just find a gf or fwb and have all the guilt free pussy she wants but she refuses to play without me. Here's the rub: I am not nearly the catch she is. I'm fat, unattractive with an average dick at best and by insisting I have to be involved her options for women are zero. We've had one FFM in six years and I know that isn't enough for her. Honestly I feel awful. Of course if I told her this, she'd feel awful so this is the only place I can vent.

Thanks for listening